Saturday, January 30, 2010
6:19 PM ● the broken heart..

hmmm,
hi~
i m back..
my bf broke up wif iie since 270110
as i will rmb for life how he leave miie..
he had turn to another guy..
maybe he really no longer love miie..
treat miie in a HEARYLESS way~
i suddenly felt he was so cold juz like a ice mountain to miie,
i felt tat he had changed..

his bro msg miie..
he said 'you hv attitude problem,
no wonder edward will break wif you,
i now den believe wad edward said,
he break wif you had become
more happier and more cheerful,
i will support him not to patch wif you forever.'
(hope he will be happy always)

this msg hurt miie,
but wad can i do ??
i change my attitude for him,
will he come back my side??
wad if i do wadever he dun wish to see ??

maybe i m juz too stupid~
he dun let miie play rain,
on friday i walk in the heavy rain~
while he at geylang drinking beer wif his dad..
he dun let miie pierce,
i wanna go pierce 2 or more on my ear..
he dun like i wear short skirt,
i had go altle my skirt..
he dun like i wear tat kind of low cutting shirt,
my new year shirt all will be low cutting shirt..
he dun let miie join any gang~
i will go find i gang to join..


but WHY !!
EVERYTHINGS I HAD DONE,
ALL BECAUSE OF HIM !!
AM I TAT USELESS CANT EVEN JUZ SELFISHLY LIFE FOR MYSELF ?!
AM I TAT USELESS JUZ CANT WITHOUT HIM IN MY LIFE ?!
WAD SHOULD I DO ??

how hurtful he treat miie,
how heartless he leave miie,
every single words he said to miie,
i will rmb for life.
you are the first person i loved so deep,
you are the first person hurt miie so deep too.

MY friends all wanted miie to forget about you,
my friends even scold miie !!
how much i had done to you,
how much you wanted to change yourself,
这一切都不重要了..

but i juz want to let you noe..
no matter how much you WANNA change,
i will juz wait for you,
YOU ARE NO ALONE~
wadever you do~
i will follow..

WHY I KEEP THINKING TAT YOU STILL LOVE MIIE !!
WHY I KEEP BELIEVE YOU HAVE STH HIDING BEHIND MIIE !!
WAD REASONs YOU GIVE MIIE..
IS TAT TRUE ??

i am sorry for scolded you(LWB)
MAYBE I JUZ BU PEI TO PATCH WIF HIM
MAYBE MY ATTITUDE REALLY SUX..

maybe i m cheap~
yiting,
thx for your scolding..
but i nid sometimes to xi guan he not in my life anymore,
from now on,
i will ASAP back last time de hweeyee..
trust miie,
i will change into a better girl..

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